SAD OLD LOVE STORY

While cleaning my email, (getting rid of spam mails, old mails, and, etc.. organizing my mails, contacts, groups, and etc...) I found this really old sad love story that was sent to me by one of my classmates back in high school.. This love story was really popular back then! Its a simple love story two bestfriends who really love each other and both of them has no courage to tell it.

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10th grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.


Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried.

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After reading it again, I've got to admit that i felt sick of it already... o_0 I don't know why but maybe its because of this line being used so many times: "I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why."

I only have one word for that guy... TORPE! (i dont really know how to say it in english but saying it in tagalog like that just fits it perfectly hahaha) I just don't understand it if he really loves that girl why oh why didn't he tell it to the girl in the first place hahaha let's say maybe he's afraid to ruin their friendship?, afraid that once he admits it to her the girl will start to stay away from him, afraid to face the consequences, or he's just plain TORPE!! 


On the other hand, is it right for a girl to do the first move??? hmmm i dont know but it might be a good thing and a bad thing as well.. GOOD thing because at least she'll be able to express what she really feels towards that guy and BAD thing because she'll never know how that guy will react to it... or maybe the guy might take advantage of her.. and.. hahaha what an imagination.. i really dont know what im talking about hahaha x_x


so complicated huh!! well, I'm definitely not a love doctor and im no good at this kind of stuff.. hahaha just expressing my opinion ;p