Stressful Day!! x_x

from 6 Lesson for Handling Stress by Christine Gorman (1/19/07)

This day is definitely not my day!! started the day with being worried and frustrated on what happened yesterday.. been (slightly) gloomy lately.. can't believe myself not looking forward to go to work because of my own mistake (well, just being ME!) and it just keeps getting worse.. i was so stressed at work that i think i kinda mess up with the task assigned to me.. it's the first time that i'll be doing it all by myself and i didn't like it.. well its because there so much to do with limited time you have plus the machine you're running is acting crazy.. and the result??? S-T-R-E-S-S!!!

"Just when everything goes so right and i'm happy.. there's always something or someone that will make it all wrong" - Piper, Charmed

Agree with Piper for that one! nothing last forever and that's how it is.. you need to experience both sides.. happy, sad, heaven, and hell..

Honestly, its not that i don't like my work but sometimes when you work longer, you actually realize what kind of things you want to do and start to compare it with other things and that's where the frustration all begins.. your mind keeps on saying "if i could only do that", "i want to do that!", "why is he/she gets to do that and me do this?", "hope something will go wrong so that i can do other stuff.", "glad its broken", and of course the most common "what ifs". And most of the time since your thinking that way you'll get distracted and easily mess up what your currently doing. That what happens to me.. resulting to frustration then stress!

Yet i know i can't be stressed the whole day 'coz there's other things that i need to do as well like prepare myself for the upcoming road (desperately want to pass it!). I've been practicing for more than 2 wks. and the test is already next week o_0.. good luck to me..

GANBATTE!!!

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i also want to share this cool MP3 that i really really like!!! just to change the topic.. ^_-

Ematic 8GB Touch Screen Video MP3 Player with 5MP Camera bundle w/ choice accesories

Here are the reasons why i like it:

8GB flash memory stores up to 3000 songs, 34 hours of video or thousands of your favorite pictures

Expandable memory up to 12GB (microSD card not included)

This MP3 video player records over 48 hours of video with various special effects for full creative control

5MP digital takes high-quality photographs and features special effects such as sepia, B&W and more

Bright 3" widescreen QVGA display with intuitive touchscreen controls

Built-in FM tuner and recorder lets you listen to your favorite stations and record radio broadcasts

etc. ...

To view more click here

its just awesome!! can't wait to go buy one!! this is the other side of being me... when i'm stressed i looked online for some gadgets that i know will cheer me up and in the end i usually get it!! (cool huh!) with being strict on money and minimizing my expenses.. ^_^